Hey peoples.
I’m thinking about making a different Tumblr. I want to do something different with it. Rape my ask box and tell me if you’ll follow my new one.
Good bye
Quit trying to help me! I’m just so fucked up and nothing’s gonna change. I’m so far gone. I’m gonna just blow my brains out. No one cares. I might have someone but I’m still forever alone.
My thoughts and feelings on the inside
I go on each day pretending I’m fine. I fake smiles to make people happy. I don’t even know what my real smile looks like. I hide my eyes with my hair so you can’t see my true feelings. I act tough or like I don’t care. But on the inside it tears me to pieces and burns me. Then when I’m nothing but ashes the wind takes me and blows me away. I cut myself because people don’t care. I know they don’t, you can tell me you do. But I never believe it. No matter how many girls like me or tell me they love me I just say “It’s impossible to love a monster.” I do nothing but hurt people. And when I get hurt I push others away. I hold on to the good things, but they always leave. Always. Everyone in the end will betray and leave me. It’s how it is. I should just go die, maybe it’ll make things easier for everyone.
Yeah no kidding. I’m just a fuck up 100%. I push those I love away. I have lost myself in a dark void. Now look what’s left of me… a kid with black eyes, black heart, and no soul. Whatever I’ll fucking live. I’ll make more scars. But the one thing that hasn’t and never will change is that I love you.
(Source: lovequotesrus)
Me n my girl
fixed our problems last night, and some other things while we were on the phone. We both cried like hell but things are better now. Happy 3 months baby <3
Great…
Now I have to start going to counsiling again. I just wish she could hold me again. She always makes me smile. She knows who she is c; I’m glad to have such an amazingly awesome friend like her. <3
You..
You’re my best girl friend. My girl is my fiancee but outside that you are the only other girl I trust as much as her. You’re so amazing and you’re there for me. Every day I look forward to getting a hug and talking to you. You are so important to me and you should know it. I tell you you’re beautiful and all, but you never believe me. You’re arguing is invalid bc you’ll never change my mind. You’re a kick-ass girl who can do anything you set your mind to. I’m always gonna be here to support you and to catch you if you fall. I’ll admit I’m actually quite protective over you and I get worried about you, like you do about me. I know you care about me cutting and I regret it a lot. I guess I just take my emotional pain out on my body bc I can’t feel the pain when I cut. I’m gonna quit. Starting the last time I cut on Saturday last week. I love you and your derpyness haha :D
About me
I love one person. Forget the rest of you. She earned my heart. And so I gave it to her. Jealous? You should be. Because you aren't her <3
